Direktlänk till inlägg 3 december 2010
It's been a good day today. its just feels so weird to be back again to Sweden during winter time after 5 years abroad. Its been crazy cold minus 6 deegres and I went to Embassy of Pakistan in Stockholm to arrange my mothers visa, with my luck everything went well.
I’ve always been a pretty excitable person but I find myself more stimulated by just living life than ever before. I believe, more than ever, that you shouldn’t spend one second of one day cross with arguing, fighting or at odds with any person or situation that doesn’t directly affect your life or livelihood. That’s not to say don’t be passionate about what you do or believe in, just take a step back and look at the big picture from time to time; keep things in perspective.
I’m confident that the opportunities we have in this life are unmatched anywhere else in the world, and more people should be thankful every day for the blessing and the privilege it Remember that the freedom we enjoy with every breath of every day came from the lives of those who fought before us and that there are more struggling civilizations out there begging for a glimpse of the freedom that most of us take for granted everyday. We are a God fearing, giving, nation and it is our duty to help those in need.
Another day in another place, Whenever I open my eyes, there's always you in my mind and heart. Day and night without you, makes me to run away, but i can't I can feel this as well, I've been in the midst of a very challenging situation and sometimes there seems nothing good comes from making the decision that needs to be made, its still to depressing to want to deal with, but you seem to know the correct path to take and the best way to deal with your feelings....and I am never going to force my love for you and I am never going to come between you and your family...as I said many times before everyone in this life have a choice and if you not ready for that than sorry...No one can have any decision for your life.
I want you to know that this is for the best. I don't want to regret anything and I don't want you to regret anything. I want you not to yearn for me, not to miss me or any feelings or events that we shared. And I want you to know that this was the hardest thing for me to do. This was the ultimate act of love for you.
I'm sorry for complicating your life and taking time away from your family and friends. I'll never forget you and I'll always miss you, but this is what's best for you and your family. I know that as you read this, you're wondering how and why this all happened so quickly. Well, it's been on my mind for time now and I realized that it's either now or never. I'm glad that I worked up the courage to begin doing it. The reason is your family.
I wish things could have worked out, but to persue that would have been incredibly selfish. I hope you find another whom your parents adore. I hope that you get the best of the best. Right now, I am leaving you. I'm moving far, far away. I'll miss you and things will be strange for a while, but I'll eventually adapt. I hope that you will, too....
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