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Sitting here thinking of us and how it used to be thinking of how much fun
we used to have I miss all the fun that we shared and wish that we could
just go back to the good old days...

Thinking of us keeps me going these days especially when i get to feeling lonely it helps to pass the time... But I have disappeared to hide away in my own little space just so you could have space to live out your life Thinking of us keeps me going when i get to feeling so lonely and missing you..

I hope and pray that things are going the way that you had planed I only wish that you were here and I could hold your hand I dream of being with you Of being by your side Of waking up beside you of love that we won't hide..

I hope one day that you'll be more than just a dream at night that I can bring you happiness and love with all my might but until then, I'm here alone there's nothing else to do Than dream of you and count the days until I'm there with you...

Do you still remember? As I lay here thinking, I see your cute smile.
I feel your loving lips and your warm embrace. Then, I remember, this was so long ago. I had told myself to let go..

I would not melt in your arms, or die for a kiss Why is it that I still feel this way? I wonder, could it be? That I have always loved you, and only pretended to let go? I do not know, will I always care? I will always remember, never forget. I wonder, will I always love you?

Alone you stand, as do I. You see me, but you look away as I look to you.
I know you see me. Do you know I see you? You want to look, but you don't.
You won't; you can't. Why? Is it fear? Is it desire? Am I forbidden? Are you?
You look at me, but not at my eyes. Eyes are windows to the soul. Are you afraid to see mine? Or are they mirrors to one's soul? Are you afraid to see yours? Look at me as I look at you. Look into my eyes. Look deep...Trust Me.

Nordic Battle Group is now ready for operation. In the context of the EU's military committee, met in Brussels on Wednesday left the Force Commander, Brigadier-General Stefan Andersson green light to begin the preparedness for the New Year and the EU so decides, be deployed with ten days notice Stefan Andersson, together with Karl Engelbrektson Sweden's representative in the EU's military committee.

Stefan Andersson got in about fifteen minutes to present battle group capabilities for the comprehensive nature of the military committee. Although the Dutch Brigadier General Michiel van der Laan, director of the battle group that are on standby alongside the Nordic Battle Group were on hand and told of his battle group. "It was an important milestone was passed today after a long and intensive preparatory work, said Stephen Anderson after the meeting with the Military Committee. All requirements met

With him to Brussels had Stefan Andersson a certificate signed by the Armed Forces team leader Anders Lindstrom. The certificate shows that NBG has no operational limitations without meeting all the requirements by the EU in a battle. The certificate was handed over to the military committee chairman, former Supreme Commander of Sweden Hakan Lilac. -Now, my soldiers and officers, prepared, practiced and evaluated. We can see that we have the knowledge, resources and capabilities. We can deliver. Now it is up to the political level to decide if we are to be deployed, "said Stephen Anderson.

Being prepared for the Nordic Battle Group begins the New Year and lasts until the end of June. Close to 2200 soldiers from Sweden, Estonia, Finland, Ireland and Norway are part of the NBG.

Ad Omnia Paratus

Its been a long day at work and had  The Mine Awareness and IED course In response to threats posed by landmines and unexploded ordnance that plague over 65 nations suffering from years of war and civil  disturbance. and we learnt the Basic Safety Precautions that are applicable to all landmines and explosive ordnance when identifying, investigating, locating, or marking any mine or ordnance item. Instructional syllabus is comprised of  80% classroom lecture and 20% practical hands on exercises and also lesson is designed to train us in the recognition of general types of mines and explosive ordnance; what they look like, how they function, specific safety precaution to observe, mine and explosive ordnance effects and employment...

Firstly, RIP Anni Dewani (Hindocha). My condolances to Mr Vinod Hindocha and family. :( We are praying for your family at this time. My sympathy and prayer goes out to Anni's family. My prayers and thoughts are with you at this very sad time. God bless you all...

In the Picture above: Shrien Dewani, pictured with Anni, has strictly denied any involvement in her murder.

So sad, so very sad. I pray God gives strength to Hindocha families.

R.I.P Anni

Its been a hectic day at work start running my 3km under 15 min in minus 7 degrees may not be the easiest in the world so did I and proud of myself :) afternoon I had the visit the hospital since my blood level is so low again and needed a check up again...and all this stress is not making it easier but I am doing my best and taking one day at time and always looking forward for a better tomorrow.

Had christmas preparation for the staff christmas party which I won't be part of since I won't be in Sweden during that time but I can clear see it in front of me that everyone is going to have such a blast... :) I can't wait to hear all the gossips when I'm back from my road trip. Another thing which was really fun at work was the last christmas rifle shooting and well see on wednesday who will be the lucky winner.  

Was maybe not the best day, Shanza called and told me mum was in hospital and not feeling well so I needed to call someone at home and update them since no one was answering the phone I were getting more stressed than ever...in the end finally I reached my mum and she was not feeling well and been feeling sick for few days and now today she finally went to the hospital for another check up...

It's My Lazy Day and I been road trip planning, like many things in life, is harder than it looks.  The fantasy is the idea of just jumping in your car and heading off to experience wonderful adventures. Any problems? They'll just turn into hilarious stories you'll be able to tell everyone.

Like everyone who reads my blog knows that travel is my passion - and I can tell you that it's just not that simple.Taking the time to plan your trip can make the difference between a great vacation full of fun and adventure,
and a disastrous detour down the wrong place, one you wouldn't wish on an enemy.

I am such a Under-packer but in heaven on airplanes and trains with my tiny bags and miniature toiletries. Being forced to buy things if they need them on their trip is worth it to not have to drag around heavy bags.

But when it comes to a road-trip, it just doesn’t make sense to under-pack. Having to shop on the road takes time away from sightseeing and other fun activities, and though there’s not an endless amount of room in the car
(as the over-packer which is my friend Susanne.

Here we go here is my travel packing list for the road trip:

• Online map and directions for the route you’ve mapped out, road maps for the states we be passing through,
• and printed hotel reservation confirmations also reservation confirmation information and print-outs for the attractions or restaurants we have booked.
• First-aid kit
• Road-side emergency kit.
• Road trip games/materials and any music
• Every kind of battery charger (cell phone, digital camera, MP3, etc.)
• Flashlight with fresh batteries.
• Spending money – small amount of money in cash and ATM card to get more cash.
• Clothes for every day of the trip extra socks and underwear, sleepwear, robe and slippers. Roll the clothes to prevent wrinkles. a pair of excellent walking shoes/sneakers.
• Books and other reading material. So I dont go too crazy.
• Grooming items like Clearasil, facial cleansing items, teeth cleaning items including toothbrush, paste and floss, hair-care items and styling tools, shaving tools and lotions,and perfume.
• Glasses, contact lenses, and other items for the eyes.
• Tweezers – I always end up using these for something and never leave home without this handy tool.
• Sun block and hats to protect against sunburn, and aloe gel.
• Hand sanitizer and hand lotion (small bottles).
• Ice scraper for windows if your trip will be in the winter/cold location.
• Scissors, corkscrew/bottle opener, and a small knife. A compass if car doesn’t have a built-in one or if you plan on doing any hiking.
• One large blanket and pillow – this is very cozy when cold, but it’s wonderful for napping and doubles as a picnic blanket.
• One large towel
• Laptop, Cameras,chargers and usb cable
• Snacks and beverages for the trip. some tasty sandwiches or other delicious food for the road
• Napkins (or use paper towels) and plastic utensils for any meals on the road/in rest areas. couple of garbage bags for collecting the trash.
• Umbrellas and rain gear – it’s a good idea to get lightweight ponchos with hoods that can be bunched up and don’t take up a lot of room.
• Small air-freshener for motels that smell a little moldy and other not-so-sweet smells.
• Bathing suits for swimming in hotel pools or wherever we going that may offer a chance to use them.
• Sunglasses
• Address & Important Phone Numbers
• Travel alarm clock with fresh batteries.
• Extra jackets/sweaters for those times that it’s colder than expected. Coats, gloves, hats, boots, and scarves if it might be significantly cold.

Saturday and work maybe nothing to hurray about, but its been a really good day even thought my dear family could not be part of this event at work, because of this snow chaos as the ice starts to build up under our feet, everyone who lived through last winter is wondering - will it be as bad again? One of the biggest headaches last winter was the partial collapse of the rail system, with many trains cancelled or delayed... After all its been a great day with loads of information about the work we do here and when we go abroad for a mission.

The Army is the only thing I know.  It’s a lifestyle and a provider. It is its own microcosm of cliques and politics. It’s the big, green machine that keeps on rolling with me dead or alive, as part of the team or not...

I would like to thank Begga for being there for me and supporting me throughout this hard time.  I really appreciate it. There have been many changes here over the last few weeks:  new people in my life, New way of doing things, and think about me and my life...

From this day, till next day and to the other day or forever. I will be no longer the same person that you know.  I'd changed for a reason and God knows it. I left the place where I started my future, but then, I quitted already...