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Av Shante - 30 november 2010 20:17

This is probably the toughest I am writing in my entire life. I start to think about all we had and how it turned this way... You disappointed me with what you did in the past and doing at this moment....to be honest nothing have changed...same shit over and over again...and things you done wasn't very classy of you we both deserve to be happy and I am NOT going to live a life far apart from the person I love more than anything and I am a person with potentials and goals in my life and no one is allowed to make me feel crap I just cant take it anymore..


I would always remember your goodness, consideration, thoughtfulness and the respect you have shown me throughout our time together. We never had any meaningful communications ever since we’ve known each other. But the brief moments when our paths cross created memories that will remain forever in my mind and heart.


We both have our own life now, whether by destiny, desire or accident. It is the vocation that we both choose to have. I’m sure you don’t regret it and very much happy with it. This I believe is my final goodbye; I have to learn to face the reality of that you belong to someone else.


I’m been the only one  who been trying to hang on. But, what ever the case, rest assured that you will always occupy a special place in my heart. Too many unanswered questions that will soon become just a part of our life long reflection.  Perhaps the answer is still yet to come. Maybe, there’s no answer at all. Only God knows what lay up ahead for us. Maybe there’s another cross road in our life where we will meet again. Perhaps that time, we will decide to choose the same path to travel. Perhaps, that time, we will be together once again in our journey in life.

 
I know you'll find someone...  you'll have no trouble finding someone who wants to share (his/her) life with the wonderful person that you are. Well, here we are. It is time for us to start a new chapter, and from the bottom of my heart I want you to be happy. I know deep down you are a good person...

it's like you always play the victim and am the one you  always blame..you  can hide behind your lies and  stories , but dont take me for a fool..In the end of day you are the one who is married and trying To have the cake and eat it also...Your husband and all your lovers can accept it BUT Never ever me!!! Are you getting cold feets now knowing that I will Make this happen and YOU don't know how to tell me that you can't? You know just what to do, And how to use the best of you To try and change my mind, But my eyes are opening this time And I read you Youre just so predictable In every way I want you to know I know your game..Its so unbelievable!! How you never change...but am tellin u "You wont get away"Coz things will never be the same..that wont happen to  me...


No no, Not Again..Now that I know your every move How you gonna hide baby what you gonna do Now that somebody knows the truth About you and how youre just so predictable.. On the first day that I met you I should've known to  walk away..


Everyone around me been keep telling me you not that one for me from DAY one.. But I never listend to know and let my heart to decide... Look what a mess a have  Thanks to you and your damn lifes which is based on lies from DAY one!! Instead i stood there  waiting. And hoping you would change..but i guess I was wrong in so many ways about YOU.


You can hide behind your  stories...You can tell me that there's nobody else but what about your husband ? You Cant tell me that you are home instead going out every night.YOU can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but i know, I know.. Your  love is just a lie!! (Lie, Lie,Drama, Lie) It's nothing but all  lie!! (Lie, Lie) I wana ask you..How does it feel when you break me over and over again do you  think about me when your husband or your so called "friends" kisses you...? or you sleeping next to your husband everyday..?


Answer me 4 God sake..Its all abig lie...whatever YOU  do.!!!. Coz I know you never ever loved me or Cared about me, coz if you would you would never ever treat me like This coz I been the one who always cared about you and loved you and always been on your side!! One day you are going to wake up feeling sorry..


But am telling you now You are just awaste of time...and its all a big show... keep hiding behind your  stories,, keep hiding behind yo ur lies,, But be carefull coz one day the game may turn on YOU..


My love for you were honest and truthful, and I was the more decieved, believing yours to be the same. I regret that you found our life together so unworthy and disgusting.  Please respect my wishes and do not send any apologies or platitudes. I do not believe a restoration of our realationship could occur, but if you have come to realize that your honor and heart require you to try,


I will try to grant you at least some of the opportunities you denied me. My promises, my love, and my vows mean that much to me.

I am writing about this rather than talking because there are some things I just don't seem to be able to talk to you about. In fact that's another real important reason why our relationship can't go on we just don't talk anymore, every conversations ends up in a fight and nothing is ever settled. So let's not torture each other anymore and just admit to each other it is over.


I truly believe that both of us will be happier just going our own ways. It's time to move on and put this relationship behind us. I hope that like me you will remember the good times we have had and not let are recent fights and arguments fill you with bitterness you shattered my dreams, my life and hopes. Now I can see you were just playing with my emotions and didn't really care about me at all.


All those romantic moments and intimate times did not mean a thing to you. I was just another conquest for you. I really want you to know how much you have hurt me with your cold and unfeeling actions. I would never have hurt you like this and have given you no reason to behave like this.


I really wish you the very best in all your endeavors and I hope you would find a better person who could really match what you are looking for. It is tough for me to tell you this in person and hence, I thought I would express my sincere intentions in words. I hope you find the one who can  accept and deal with everything in your life...

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