You said you loved me, you said you cared, but when I turn around you are not there. I waited for you long enough you put me through hell and never gave up. You pushed and pulled and played with my heart the moment you said we will never be apart, now I am looking at you dead in your eyes and all along you were telling me lies. I'll never forget what you put me through but sure enough you'll want me to come back through. In the end, just to let you know I'll always love you rain, sleet, or snow.

You are living a fake life when you smile and there is nothing to smile about, and You telling me everyone knows about us? Why the hell make up lies about who you talk with in phone...I am sick and tired of all this...and I cant do this anymore!

You are living a fake life when you have to cover your pains and sorrows. You are living a fake life when you hang out with friends, and at the end of the day, you do not gain anything substantial from their company. You are living a fake 'make-belief' when they feel you are the 'light' of the party,' yet when you get back home at night you feel you are at a loss, all alone and sunken, with no soul-mate lying next to you at night. In other words, your life is fake when you place priority on the wrong things.... I know you don’t see my pain, as me and you are not the same. You live in a world that is sick, you cant see you hurting me and hurting people around you.  

I often wonder what goes on in your head, why such an evil live you’ve led? What gives you the rite to take my sanity? I guess we’ll never be the same, as you, your playing a sick twisted game. You cannot just come and barge in like nothing You cannot hurt me anymore...Thoose days are over. I don’t want any more scars in my chest I have the strength to say no to your loving words So please go away and never turn back.

How can I hurt so much because I can't have you, when you were never mine to have. How can I want you when you belong to some one else. With each breath I take I seem to love you more. With each passing day i wish for the impossible. Yet while my heart was freely given to you, i hold onto spirit, but then again you posses that to.  

And in my heart There holds the hope Of a beautiful white dove But until that time Could be again I’ll just say… Goodbye My Love

People Come Into Your Life for a Reason True friendship should not be taken for granted, nor should they be lost and irretrievable. Have you stopped to think lately how blessed you are at this moment? Your station in life is because of where God has placed you for a time such as this, despite the things that you may ascertain that are deemed trials or other tribulations.

Even so, the journey has not been traversed alone. Your bandwagon had many occupants and with many stops along the way and so have mine. We are here together at this place where fate governed our destiny. On a personal note, I know for a fact that I'm where I'm at now in my life because of those that God has put in my life for influential value.

The friends that I've ushered in and cultivated...even those that have drifted away from me -- I know too, that we've had our moments. Think about acquaintances you've come in contact with, people that have been introduced to you, and the friends that have come and gone in your life.

I'm reminded more often than not how discernible options can fuel deductive reasoning, logic and common sense in knowing that not all people are my cup of tea -- or coffee, for that matter!