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Thinking of you...

Av Shante - 18 november 2010 00:15

I think I'm just a courageous dreamer about all this between me and you, to be really honest I dont know who you are and what you really want from me? I have read all your sms from that day until now and what I can tell you is I'm quite confused after all.


I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it. Lara I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.

Unconditional love is a beautiful thing.. untill the person you love unconditionally doesn't love you anymore..  Only then do you realize how much you loved that person and how much you have done and suffered and been through  just to show that you love that person... now all seems worthless.. You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?"

Every moment I spent by your side, I felt a stab within my heart ...  as I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes are truly the blood from my broken heart.


Life so damn unfair having the love of your life leave you by sending a sms and here I am standing with thousands of unanswered questions and I wish you best of luck in life?  is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it!

I know you don't feel my 100% love for you... I know you don't feel that I care for you... I know you don't feel that I need you...  but only if you just know, it really hurts when you really love the person so much but then, you don't even feel it... :(

Every day which passes in my life I stare upon an empty space I only see your face regrets of things we didnt do shall never leave my mind we reached, and grasped at things we could not have and forgot the things we did  No words of love can mend this now The past is long behind Be ever there in my dreams but never in my prayers


For you love another I shall not My heart shall not forgive True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on. Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there. Always remember never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.

Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to. I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too. I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

You broke my heart and you never knew. Just how much I really love you...

 

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Av Shante - 11 december 2010 00:45


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